I’m gonna have a crack

I’m gonna have a crack at being bold 
I’m gonna have a crack at saying what I think
I’m gonna have a crack at not being told
I’m gonna have a crack at trying out my kinks

and if you want to make me mad
just tell me it’s about time you did things dad
because all my holding back yes it’s true
was because I wanted to give a stable life to you

Sleep

Sleep baby sleep
my tears of joy come
watching over you I weep
my precious dependent one

and when you’re older
I will seek
to be your friend
when independence distances you
from the parent who will love you
til the end

sleep baby sleep
I know we will part
but this part of me
will always be
your piece of my heart

Two meals a day

Time for dinner

Well, we all knew what that meant

Time for the end of the day

Time to send friends on their way

Time to come in from outside

Time to come out from your room

Time to stop homework

Time to put down that book

Time to race to the bathroom

Time to tuck in that shirt

And brush your hair

Time to scrub those hands

Polish that face

Ready for inspection

 

Time to transform from

Rough and ready rascal

To be seen and not heard

 

Time to never be late

Time to take your designated

Place at the table quietly

With bowed head

Time to await your plate

Time to scan the newspaper

Standing tall in thick fingered hairy hands

At the other end of the table

Only the front and back pages ever viewed

While mum dutifully served

And offspring mutely ate

An unchallenged meal

Of meat and three veg

Tinned fruit

and milk for the weeds

 

She spoken to but never heard

They spoke at and ever erred

Sitting in silence always unnerved

 

Once fed desperate for dismissal

Before something went wrong

Before the security of bed

Where the anticipation of morning

And a new day unhindered

Would see a smiling chatty woman serve

And happily scold misdemeanours

In a bustling kitchen full of life

Breaking our bread

While the breadwinner toiled away

At that unhappy and mysterious place called work