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My poetry will die with me
It will not be a painful death
Just one that runs out of breath
Juliet
is all slick and wet
her long hair in her eyes
she has been hit by an idiot
drunk driving by ……………. bye bye
Romeo
roams idly past
he sees the girl on the ground
he looks at her - quizzically
then he realises what he has found
Juliet
breathes in gasps
as blood pools under her back
she looks up, sees Romeo
last look, last love
as her limbs go slack
Romeo’s
not much you know
but this time things are different
He wipes the hair from her glazed eyes
and wonders where her life went
Juliet
rises above the scene
she watches Romeo
He cradles her head
gently in his lap
he whimpers out a moan
Romeo
struck by love’s full fist
his only love has gone
he whines, he weeps at his loss
death into his soul is born
Juliet
bears final witness to
Romeo’s last testament
“Did my heart truly love till now?”
he whispers
------------------------------------------
For the first time
he knows of true love and grace
“Good night, good night”
“Thus with a kiss I too die”
He declares to her still and pallid face
Romeo
bends his head down
and tenderly brushes her cold blue lips with his own
he softly places her head on the ground
a final look to the only love he has known
he lies quietly beside her
he takes her right hand in his left
Romeo
retrieves a switchblade knife
from his trouser ‘s pocket
meant for rivals never his life
and yet, he eases the blade into his chest
dividing his ribs apart
the sharp-edged steel slides smoothly
it finds his broken heart
As blood pools under his back
he has nothing more to say
onto the cold hard tarmac
his life also leaks away
Juliet
utters one last cry of grief
before she disappears forever
or was that one last plea for relief
in hope somewhere they will reappear together
for never was there a story that reeks of more woe
than this tragic tale of Juliet and her Romeo
Ariel was submarine once seen
where aquatic fossils scraped the sky
submarine is like a dream
of eternal meanderings passing by
like a book written within
like records of the past deep
until revealed or awoken
they have lain millennia asleep
Water water
in that hole
I see water in that hole
been so dry a heavy toll
now I see water in a hole
drinking drinking
drinking up
I keep drinking hands a cupped
all that water it’s going down
I keep drinking though it’s brown
walking staggering
just how far
to another waterhole reservoir
the door of hope is now ajar
waterholes be my repertoire
heat and sun
pounding down
no further waterhole to be found
in the lee of boulders I go to ground
to die in shade without a sound

F35 jets
for billions of dollars
deliver on death
F35 jet
deadly grace and fire power
foe to nature's set
F35 jet
redundant high tech fighter
or required asset
My capacious memory
encompasses all my life
an unenduring legacy
to be cut sometime
by death’s knife
Poetry days #20.
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The lips are thin their colour grey
the hair is dull and lank
the skin is pallid
tugor at bay
the smell is fetid, rank
the wound is swollen
putrid, reddened
exposed are tissue and bone
what man lies here
dead and neglected?
what inspired him to roam?
the war that left him lying here
alone on hardened ground
did abandon him
as all wars will
to his silence amongst
the furious sound
what home did he leave?
what cause was his?
that left him so cold and pale
so far from where he began
so distant from a family’s wail
with no one to grieve his lost soul
with none to respectfully lay him deep
we will take him to yet another hole
we will bury him amongst the others
in yet another heap
Poetry days #15.
All work is my own and subject to copyright. I do not use AI. I do not want AI to use my work.

Untouched by day by moon unlit
cold resting place for those deemed fit
high rank and majesty interned in stone
where we wander wondering how alone
these lives and deaths were really spent
kings and queens of this cold tent
dust to dust settles in this lifeless place
humanity lost from each rigid face
symbols of life symbols of death
no spark of life each lonely wraith
just like others humble, pauper or brave
their lives came to nought but another grave
Poetry days #10.
All work is my own and subject to copyright. I do not use AI. I do not want AI to use my work.

At evening when the sunsets vary
when the birds settle in roosts far and wide
when the lowing cattle lie down to cud
I reflect on days toil and try to decide
will I stay on here with Mary
will we try another place far away
will it change anything really?
or is it just another run and hide
no loss can transport you to such misery
no grief can claim you so deep inside
like the death of the most precious to you
the loss of a loved first born child

God it hurts
to see you like this
weak and in pain
in so much distress
god it hurts
to feel you so thin
to feel your bones
where there should be fat skin
god it hurts
to wipe your pale face
to touch your cold hands
to massage your aches
god it hurts
to feed you my love
to nurse and relieve you
in plastic gloves
god it hurts
to bathe you each day
to wash your soiled body
no, I won’t go away
god it hurts
to roll you over
your strength is gone
you, my past lover
god it hurts
to see you waste
your senses fading
losing smell and taste
god it hurts
to sit by your bed
as this sickness progresses
it fills me with dread
god it hurts
to hear what you said
in your delerium
it hurts so bad
god it hurts
when you get pressure sores
you no longer move
can you take anymore?
god it hurts
when the pain relief fails
when you grimace and seize
wracked frame so frail
god it hurts
but not how it hurts you
I wish I could do more
to help you get through
god it hurts
when you don’t talk back
your eyes are dull
your jaw is slack
god it hurts
to watch your last breaths
to see your life leave us
replaced by death
god it hurts
holding you dead
your skeletal frame
with me alone on the bed
god it hurts
to kiss you good bye
on your dry cracked blue lips
last kiss, last cry?

The people are raining in bits and blobs
the rain is red bled tears and sobs
the people are flying up through the sky
arcing like rag dolls to heights very high
the thunder is frightening the lightning is death
the people are dying taking last breaths
fleshy lumps are dropping back to their berth
with fractured bones falling to rattle the earth
the children are worst as their bodies burst
with each new detonation another curse
as the soldiers wade through the carnage they create
claiming it’s orders no difference can they make
instructions come from those sitting above
but the executioners fit in with them hand in glove
while mothers cry and fathers weep
some bodies may heal but other scars run deep
and the harm ensures an eye for an eye
more and more people will rain from the sky
Melissa’s dVerse prompt for we poets today references the surrealism of Rene Magritte. I chose the painting Golconda (1953) of raining men to address the terrible wars around the globe and our repeated failure to learn the lessons of history.

There is no bargain with death I see
where death when ready can claim me
there is no contract to which I agree
no time of death's choosing do I concede
my sovereign rights death violates
my free will death does mitigate
under what authority does death reign supreme
when to live forever is my dream?
I’ll wave my sovereign rights in death's face
my personal waiver and reaper's disgrace
when his grim coming calls me away
"No claim have you!" this citizen will say
when death withdraws as he surely will
I’ll have demonstrated my right to live still
all others beholden to the laws of nature
will look in awe at my individual power
more sovereign citizens across the land
will march to their own tune sing to their own band
we will refuse death with our rightful demands

Angel carry your heavy payload
until god asks for it one day
Angel bitter, discard your halo
throw it worlds away
Angel fly to heaven above
dive to hell below
Angel receive peace from a dove
or scavenge it from a crow
Angel weep soul deep
until your very last breath
Angel sleep the long sleep
pray yourself to death
Angel just Angel lust Angel thrust
Angel sing Angel cling Angel wring
Angel must Angel bust Angel dust
Angel wing left wing right wing broken wing
Angel nothing
The dVerse prompts from Melissa today were inspired by Kurt Cobain’s birthday. I chose to take one line from a Nirvana song and reflect on the feelings that might drive a suicide. It was a harrowing exercise and I am sorry if it causes hurt. https://dversepoets.com/2024/02/20/happy-birthday-kurt🎉/
Within my mind within my soul
There lies an ever expanding hole
When I try to grasp its meaning
Elusive thoughts distract my gleaning
Where I see a thing to do
There I lose it to something new
When I return to get more done
I find I achieved exactly none
I often don’t quite know who I am
Retired, a child or a working man
I sometimes see the past and future
It’s the present I struggle to nurture
I hear the talk around me go
When I talk I don’t always know
What I am saying to others there
I feel anxious as they look and stare
I lose things now so easily
I dismiss the losses breezily
With timid laughter I brush them off
Truth is I cannot understand the loss
I get confused and in a muddle
I no longer accomplish what was a doddle
Faces of loved ones I’m unsure of now
To answer a question I fail at how
I’m sure I should be I’m not quite here
There is this woman but who is “my dear”
I live with remembering uncertain fear
I forget to remember anything I hear
I want to go somewhere but the way is unclear
Why I should go there I have no idea
Is this life or farce it is certainly queer
I’m turned inside out my front is rear
No reason for existence yet death’s not near
No insight no knowledge yet I still shed a tear
Life is a vacuum into which I can’t peer
Mistake not my fondness for breathing,
to have blood coursing through my veins.
The sadness at my leaving
is in being separated from life’s gains.
Now death is to be my keeper.
Acceptance is my stance.
As I face the tireless grim reaper,
I doubt another chance.

I navigate life as a mariner
sailing unpredictable seas
Respectful yet wary
of what they might bring to me
the sea is my natural element
alternating tranquility with power
for me there is no better firmament
to anchor each ticking hour
the waves provide each peak and trough
of life’s brief and epic journeys
that for me is always enough
with the pleasure and pain they have earned me
afloat I bob between the layers of over and undersea
in my boat my capsule of life I bob most jauntily
when l’m aloft the view ahead is a matter of degree
when down below the view is fine,not seen murkily
time will come I’ll be called down deep by Davy Jones
my time of clear air or storms on water will be done
I’ll find a sandy bed to rest and place my ageing bones
afar from the binding land, eyes dead to the blinding sun

It’s an old adage I know,
but if everyone declined to go,
if every decision-
maker said no,
if every arms maker built only ploughs,
there would be no seeds of war to sow.
Forget the patriotism of nationalists.
Strike to stop the weapon fashionists.
Vote out war mongering communists and capitalists.
None of it is worth the risk.
To the battlefield fallen, most unknown,
dead eyes to the sky, ground to the bone,
lost to family, lost to home,
forgotten souls of false hopes grown,
ploughed into fields of woe and sighs,
lost to memory, without good byes.
Soon out of sight, out of mind.
Innocent victims of war’s relentless grind.
Pay some mind,
pay some mind.

It is winter in the dead good night.
Rage against the dying light.
God leaves with the day, be awake in fright.
Abandoned, his flock cringe at their plight.
Their church spears the sky with its needle like steeple.
But the sky remains deaf to the needs of the people.
Houses are blinded by shuttered, windowless eyes.
The village is drowned under darkening skies.
It lies in the bleak blackness, isolated from peace.
Weatherbeaten by cold, grinding poverty and a universal desire for release.
The exhausting smell of brutalised lives,
lived less,
and known to be so,
comes in through the cracks in the walls,
the roof, the dirty, broken window panes and under the doors.
Coal smoke and dust crusts up the chimneys and smudges the air.
Existence is spare.
Suppressed as lust,
here wishes are flights of fancy,
lost as soon as the ideas form.
They are consumed
by the eternal loss of hope. Everywhere.
The great consumer of dreams.
It is a wooden door that opens directly onto the street.
This one, once painted bright blue now feeling blue
on the cusp of being unhinged.
Neither entrance nor exit,
because there is nowhere to go.
With a tarnished and scratched brass letter slot in it
that flaps when the post man drops
in yellowed paper letters with postage stamps and addresses written in inky scrawls or flourishes that always ask for money.
It flaps with the icy northern winds
of every arctic blow,
whistling through the passageway, biting to the bone,
settling in each room as a resented guest.
Taking the heat from the meagre fire - if there is one,
robbing the heat from the few embers of scavenged sticks and coal scrapings in the cast iron stove,
extracting the heat from conversation rendering it chill, penetrating ill fitting clothes, darned and redarned
woollen socks, underwear, vests, scarves and second layer overcoats.
The smell of fried gristle and butcher’s sweepings sausages comes in from the small mean kitchen
in the back of the house
with it’s chipped laminate table and
chairs so tired they lean against each other to continue standing on legs that have been battered so long they are always threatening to break.
Lower limbs splintered and scraped by
generations of careless sitters.
No one ever takes any notice.
Table and chairs hug the wall
in fear of losing the only thing they
have to left to hold on too.
They have learnt the lessons of
the other inhabitants well.
Oh, and tonight the roadkill is in the pot
and the lying is done to their lot as
a distraction from the truth where
rats, pigeons, stray pets and their like
only have benefit if they can be cooked.
Foraged herbs from nearby roadsides
pretend to add flavour.
Bitter dandelion tea washes
down the tough, sinewy meat.
Grumbling bellies yet
again greet the night.
The inhabitants soon leave the kitchen with little room to skin another cat,
ever squeezing on each other to get by.
Grunting their “Excuse me”s as potent unwashed bodies
brush past without ever noticing
the rancid odour.
The Jonses and the Jenkins, the slag and the heaps.
In the barely candlelit gloom,
they meet again in the halls
to rise creaking up the bare narrow stairs to
the bare narrow bedrooms of
worn thin bedding on
narrow flat wooden bunks and groaning cast beds.
No mattress of note mind,
just a bundle of rags from the previous occupants, now
long dead and gone.
What was their name?
Oh well, it doesn’t matter does it?
Names have no bearing.
Your name will not keep you alive in this world,
or the next.
So they will not go gentle
into that good night.
Into any night.
They will struggle through another
where
adults live a chronic morbid existence,
stunted children play listless games of hopelessness and cruelty - death may always come early.
Death shall have its dominion.

It was only one bird, I saw was missing from the sky.
And then I realised there was another missing that I could not deny.
Then,the flocks and gatherings I saw were missing from the coast.
Where had all the birds gone? That flight, that wing, that multitudinous host?
I saw the water washing clear upon the beaches of rock and sand.
I saw the water empty there, devoid of life it flushed the sparking strand.
There was one ragged crab as dead could be, it was wedged in a scaly crust.
Where once there were shellfish diverse and plentiful, now all were ground to dust.
Summer people walked and played in the waves, they paddled close to shore.
Unaware of the teeming life, that was there no more.
Where the water touched the land, the interface was sterile,
But one could still splash and be cool, with no inkling it was puerile.

I got what I wanted
lost everything I had
what can I say
What can I do?
the faceless ones
took everything
including
you
From the heights
of the mountains
behind oslo
to the depths of despair
inseine
enparis
to be redeemed
after death alone
leaves me faceless
faithless
the impressions that i left
kept me away from you
reducing you to
faceless
along with your
faceless
crew
Today Lillian prompted we poets with works by an artist rejected by his country (Norway) Thorvald Hellesen. I chose this portrait of Mary Alice Eckbo because I felt it had great detail where there is none overtly apparent – as symbolised by the faceless Cubist impression that has been created. I really liked this artist’s work. It is hard to see how it was not recognised by his fellow Norwegians. You can find the prompt here https://dversepoets.com/2023/05/23/an-artist-gets-his-due/
I sobbed while I banged my head on the dock
I lit the fuse tick tock tick rock
With nowhere to go I ran amok
because I knew no one gave a fuck
and my children died inside the conflagration
while outside I died as a witness stationed
to watch this act as the ultimate martyr
from lover to mother to miserable failure
now my babies don’t suffer anymore don’t you see?
their loss was my hope for my babies three
their release from torment my relief and my grief
I their life giver corrupter and thief
I scratched at the doors where help is the word
I pleaded for help and not one cry was heard
I make no further excuses for this desperate crime
judge me oh judge me and I’ll do my time
but I urge you who judge to stop and reflect
on the festering harm of abuse and neglect
on how absence of care equals opportunity cost
from pitiful existence my babies were lost
The dead are calm for a while In complete stillness immediately after death Whether lying at rest or contorted in pain at that last moment Matters not The dead are calm As they anticipate the gathering of themselves for the final stage When the very very last tiny surge of remaining energy is harnessed Every wisp of spirit every tendril of soul every puff of being has to be marshalled together from all the distant peripheries Centralised into a quiet holding pattern Somewhere deep within the dead heart And stilled This is necessary to ensure nothing is missed Not a dream, not a belief, not a skerrick of moral fibre not an essence of being It all has to be there In one place quieted settled and at peace Before the final ascent Where a last breath of essence is expired into the void Up through the chest Into the nose and mouth And outward to mix with the other floating souls That make up the ethereal worlds around us That quiet calm puff of elemental existence Dissipates into nonentity As a becoming of everything once more It serves the purpose of unity Without serving any purpose at all
I missed you from the many everyday and milestone events in the life of a child and mother’s son
Although I always tried not too
The other deaths in the family to come
I always tried to avoid them as well
The ailments, injuries and recoveries
The aspirations, failures and victories
The exploration of new learnings
The celebrating of new skills
The sharing of self discovery
The chore taught domestic fundamentals
The sharing of hopes and sadnesses
The soundings decision sharing
The turmoil of adolescence
The breakdown of family
The need to talk when there was no one at home
The anonymous housekeepers who worked on their own
The living with grandparents who couldn’t understand
The attempts to erase your death
The problems and joys of schoolboy life
The holidays in your absence
The welcoming of new friends and girlfriends to our empty home
The experimentation
The wonder of a loving wife who might have been your friend
The graduations and award ceremonies
The choices about where and how to live
The arrival of children you would never know and who would never know you
The financial advice and life counselling
The support during child raising
The new jobs and directions
The sadnesses and hopes
The welcoming of our children's partners
The arrival of grandchildren
The transition to retirement
All the things we could have enjoyed together, but never got the chance
I missed you in all these times
And every now and then I still do
Although I always try not too