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My insouciant self

I cherish my insouciant self
The one who never worries me
I treat this careless one as health
whose world is anxiety free

without this one where would l be?
walking around with a frown
but my insouciant self helps me see
how to turn that frown upside down

The truck

Pic: Michael Taylor
Down upon him the big rogue truck bore
Last thoughts were of those he adored
of her and those eyes so deep and brown
he fell in love with those eyes one night on the town
of the lithe girl in the backyard playing with cars
of the teenage boy inside playing his guitars
of the home he loved for its warmth and welcome
whenever he arrived back from long hauls and then some
there was the dog with tail wagging
as she greeted him excitedly
and the chooks out the back he greeted politely
what would become of his family and home
how could he leave them to fend on their own?
then the truck veered wildly missed by an inch
so close, so close no time to flinch
he shook with shock he shook with fear
he looked at his life and all he held dear
he knew what to do right away
the way ahead was clear

The original idea

Aside

Once upon a time there was an original idea. A creature somewhere on earth had a thought. Even more significant that thought was acted upon and something new happened. Are there still original ideas? Maybe every thought is original because its origin is always within a new person, at a new point in time and space.

My furrowed brow

Red-browed Finch
The Finch
with red brow and olive wings
presents a pretty picture

Upon its chosen perch
it even makes the invasive thistle look good

With pleasure I spy
scenery I would rather deny

True love

When I took your hand
much smaller hand
much softer hand
much braver hand

when you took my hand
much larger hand
much harder hand
much lonelier hand

we readied two individuals
for joint lives
never known
alone

We took on each life
hard life
sad life
brave life

we rescued each other
one became both
more than both
more than we
imagined

we shone
we continue to shine
we sparkled
we spark in ways divine
we learnt about love
we learned to love it is sublime

true love

Ruffey Creek walk

One of the nice surprises – a Gang Gang eating Hawthorn berries.

This large suburban park is full of nice surprises. There is an interesting local history trail, there are pleasant walking paths and the playground and other amenities provide for all the family.

Find the map here on http://www.walkingmaps.com.au with a full description using this link Ruffey Creek walk

We can dance

We can dance
And lose ourselves in a moment
Because that is what dancing is for

We can sway
Holding each other tightly
To confirm our love once more

We can be melody
As music inhabits us
We let our emotions go

We can swing
Together to a rhythm
Fierce, suggestive, gentle, slow

We can slink
Sexy, sultry, driven
Gliding across a floor

We can rhumba
To a beat of pure, rollicking fun
Then breathless, cry for more

We can jig
Jumping, clapping, heel toe
Folding, peeling struts our stuff

We can rock
Big, bold and beautiful
Freestyle is enough

We can ballet
Oh glorious presence
Beauty and grace refined

We can improvise
On a living room floor
Every style combined 

We can watch
Absorbed in the majesty of human flight
Awash with the joy of life

And you my love
Can dance with me
Dance with me my wife

So, dance with me my partner
Hold me in your arms
And look into my eyes so deeply
You free me from all harm

We can dance

This week dVerse poetics is from Mish, about dance and dance we will. https://dversepoets.com/2024/01/30/poetics-may-i-have-this-dance/

Tableland Talk, February 2024

Welcome to Tableland Talk for 2024, a local newsletter I edit for our small community.

For a long time now

 
For a long time now
My love and I go walking
As we walk
We find the time for talking

For a long time now
My love and I sit silently
As we sit
Our love strengthens quietly

Watching the moon

Watching the moon, grey dust, hard stone. 
Why won’t the moon leave me alone?
I watch to see if the old man there,
will he ever release me from his stare.
I dream the moon will fall to earth,
moon’s death rattle, our deadly curse.

The sun has got to do something about
that moonish sneer on that moon face snout
before kamikaze moon’s suicidal spiral
rings our bells and rattles our bones,
shakes and quakes our earthly home.
Mr Moon up there is become one with hell,
the Devil’s doing, a catastrophic bombshell.

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
I watch the moon
I must I must!

Mary, Mary

When Mary was born she put on quite a show
her hair as a floral bouquet did grow
her hands had green fingers covered in earth
her mouth was a rosebud first day of birth
her ears were round spirals just like sea shells
when she laughed she tinkled like joyful small bells
her nose was a Billy Button soft and yellow
her voice was a summer breeze soft and mellow
her toes were soon rooted in the loamy soil of home
and no further than that garden did she ever roam
where at her touch fruit was ready for harvest
at her invitation birds were ready to nest
she ensured vegetables and flowers grew in abundance
she learned all the ways of nature’s fertile dance
she was one pretty maid ready to grow
every kind of plant in a bed or in a row

The dVerse poetics prompt this week comes from Lillian. An interesting one that I found tricky to hook into. Then I thought of my granddaughters and out it came. Find the prompt here https://dversepoets.com/2024/01/23/and-what-were-you-like-before/

Growing old together

Growing old together, our life has indeed got better.
As our bodies steadily decline, get sensitive to the weather.
We find our ways to appreciate the world in which we live,
we try to do some good things, together we try to give.

Our children look as happy, as we can hope they might be.
Our grandchildren delight, us with growth and learning daily.
Our homes are all comfortable, if certainly nothing flash.
We make some time for entertainment and culture, when we have the cash.

Our love is as joyful as ever it was, I hope you will agree,
we take each day on its merits as I grow old with thee.
With hugs to start each day and then to say good night,
there’s something still going on between us, certainly something right.

I still pinch myself when we’re together, to make sure I’m not dreaming.
I don’t wake up because it’s real, no fantasy of dreams and seeming.
We look forward to time together, look after each other, give each other time and space.
A recipe for enduring success, not one you can replace.

Your kisses still sweet, your touch still electric, there’s still more for us to look forward too.
For our remaining time, while I’m still yours and you’re still mine, everything is fine.

Patriots

Somewhere in France. I can’t remember where, but it had a profound effect.
It’s an old adage I know,
but if everyone declined to go,
if every decision-
maker said no,
if every arms maker built only ploughs,
there would be no seeds of war to sow.
Forget the patriotism of nationalists.
Strike to stop the weapon fashionists.
Vote out war mongering communists and capitalists.
None of it is worth the risk.

To the battlefield fallen, most unknown,
dead eyes to the sky, ground to the bone,
lost to family, lost to home,
forgotten souls of false hopes grown,
ploughed into fields of woe and sighs,
lost to memory, without good byes.

Soon out of sight, out of mind.
Innocent victims of war’s relentless grind.
Pay some mind,
pay some mind.

A Melbourne Night on the Town

Flinders Street 
is the place to meet
the trains will get you there
you'll go out on the town
never let down
in this city where

the lights stay bright
all through the night
it's an entertainment fair
a place for dreams
and long limousines
amongst the glare and flair

the restaurants fill
and the public will
take in a bar or show
the music scene
has to be seen
then to another venue you go

so it's out to dance
or find romance
dressed and ready to party
new friends and old
a bit tipsy bold
will party away with glee

the night savoured
the energy wavers
for some their time is up
or more fun beckons
for those who reckon
there's more drink in this cup

the train ride home
goes on and on
if going home alone
while those lucky new pairs
hit the fresh air
tantalised by the unknown
This week’s poetic challenge from Punam.

Blue

Blue dog
Blue peaked hat
Blue lens
Blue jacket
Then blue again
Blue pants
blue socks
blue runners
blue locks
blue eyes
blue stare
blue ties
blue bag
blue tags
blue everywhere
blue disposition
the man i see
blue composition

Getting things done

Are they noble people?
There are no noble people,
only those who get things done.

Wherever, whatever their reason.
Mapped, planned or on the run.

So many times we make decisions,
given credit for inclusive premeditation.

So often it’s just recidivism,
fear, or creative explanation.

Where lies self interest I ask?
There will be an individual voice,

at the heart of every task,
at the heart of every choice.

Let’s hear no more of altruism.
Human nature drives what’s best.

For all, let’s take it as a given
We act selfishly unless
there’s benefit from the rest.

The Lunette walk, Winton Wetlands

A Whistling Kite at Winton Wetlands

This is the second last of the ten walks to be mapped and published by me from Winton Wetlands. It has taken a while to get to, but it was worth the wait: Lunette walk

You can find the other Winton Wetlands walks I have published to date here: https://wintonwetlands.org.au/walking/

The right way to write

tools of the trade
I have never thought about how I write
with stealth or do I attack the page
sometimes I think I write in fright
sometimes I write to release my rage
but overall I’m a a reflective fellow
like a wombat I trundle about
I like to write thoughtful and mellow
until an issue makes me want to shout
and then I am as useful as a thylacine
the stripes on my back for all to see
extinct barking creature of a bygone time
a target for the crack guns to eradicate me
so, now I practice being an observer
like an owl watching and waiting in a tree
one with much less shout and more murmur
I learn more about the world to better understand me

This early 2024 dVerse challenge was a thought provoking one from Dora, to create an animal metaphor for how we write. https://dversepoets.com

At one

At one under the sun – Tahbilk Lagoon
I drink of life’s cup.
I adore its open doors.
Anticipation is best
when one thinks upon - there’s more!
As I pass on through,
into new areas to explore,
I reap the harvest of experience
for my keepsake drawer.
I find myself in other places
where nature’s spell is spun,
where my fears and failings
vanish into none.
I look upon the sky above
a sky will always stun.
I take my pleasure in Mother Earth
being at one under the sun.

To read

To read is to take a universe inside you where every answer to every question becomes valid, where every place is real.
To read is to activate voices inside you never before heard,
where before only a small world existed without another’s words, new worlds are created for you to engage and experiment with.

If you don’t know you won’t know without stories from any author’s pen. How to be happy with someone else’s laughter, sad with their pain. Turn another page to live many other lives again and again, again and again

I wish I wrote like Dylan Thomas

It is winter in the dead good night.
Rage against the dying light.
God leaves with the day, be awake in fright.
Abandoned, his flock cringe at their plight.
Their church spears the sky with its needle like steeple.
But the sky remains deaf to the needs of the people.
Houses are blinded by shuttered, windowless eyes.
The village is drowned under darkening skies.
It lies in the bleak blackness, isolated from peace.
Weatherbeaten by cold, grinding poverty and a universal desire for release.

The exhausting smell of brutalised lives,
lived less,
and known to be so,
comes in through the cracks in the walls,
the roof, the dirty, broken window panes and under the doors.
Coal smoke and dust crusts up the chimneys and smudges the air.
Existence is spare.

Suppressed as lust,
here wishes are flights of fancy,
lost as soon as the ideas form.
They are consumed
by the eternal loss of hope. Everywhere.
The great consumer of dreams.

It is a wooden door that opens directly onto the street.
This one, once painted bright blue now feeling blue
on the cusp of being unhinged.
Neither entrance nor exit,
because there is nowhere to go.
With a tarnished and scratched brass letter slot in it
that flaps when the post man drops
in yellowed paper letters with postage stamps and addresses written in inky scrawls or flourishes that always ask for money.
It flaps with the icy northern winds
of every arctic blow,
whistling through the passageway, biting to the bone,
settling in each room as a resented guest.
Taking the heat from the meagre fire - if there is one,
robbing the heat from the few embers of scavenged sticks and coal scrapings in the cast iron stove,
extracting the heat from conversation rendering it chill, penetrating ill fitting clothes, darned and redarned
woollen socks, underwear, vests, scarves and second layer overcoats.

The smell of fried gristle and butcher’s sweepings sausages comes in from the small mean kitchen
in the back of the house
with it’s chipped laminate table and
chairs so tired they lean against each other to continue standing on legs that have been battered so long they are always threatening to break.
Lower limbs splintered and scraped by
generations of careless sitters.
No one ever takes any notice.
Table and chairs hug the wall
in fear of losing the only thing they
have to left to hold on too.
They have learnt the lessons of
the other inhabitants well.
Oh, and tonight the roadkill is in the pot
and the lying is done to their lot as
a distraction from the truth where
rats, pigeons, stray pets and their like
only have benefit if they can be cooked.
Foraged herbs from nearby roadsides
pretend to add flavour.
Bitter dandelion tea washes
down the tough, sinewy meat.
Grumbling bellies yet
again greet the night.

The inhabitants soon leave the kitchen with little room to skin another cat,
ever squeezing on each other to get by.
Grunting their “Excuse me”s as potent unwashed bodies
brush past without ever noticing
the rancid odour.
The Jonses and the Jenkins, the slag and the heaps.
In the barely candlelit gloom,
they meet again in the halls
to rise creaking up the bare narrow stairs to
the bare narrow bedrooms of
worn thin bedding on
narrow flat wooden bunks and groaning cast beds.
No mattress of note mind,
just a bundle of rags from the previous occupants, now
long dead and gone.
What was their name?
Oh well, it doesn’t matter does it?
Names have no bearing.
Your name will not keep you alive in this world,
or the next.

So they will not go gentle
into that good night.
Into any night.
They will struggle through another
where
adults live a chronic morbid existence,
stunted children play listless games of hopelessness and cruelty - death may always come early.
Death shall have its dominion.

‘Twas

It was only one bird, I saw was missing from the sky.
And then I realised there was another missing that I could not deny.
Then,the flocks and gatherings I saw were missing from the coast.
Where had all the birds gone? That flight, that wing, that multitudinous host?

I saw the water washing clear upon the beaches of rock and sand.
I saw the water empty there, devoid of life it flushed the sparking strand.
There was one ragged crab as dead could be, it was wedged in a scaly crust.
Where once there were shellfish diverse and plentiful, now all were ground to dust.

Summer people walked and played in the waves, they paddled close to shore.
Unaware of the teeming life, that was there no more.
Where the water touched the land, the interface was sterile,
But one could still splash and be cool, with no inkling it was puerile.

Koetong “Spa” and Wildflower walk

Koetong Creek

Koetong Creek in Mt Lawson State Park runs through open woodland of Narrow and Broad-leaf Peppermint, Candlebark, Manna, Blue and Brittle Gum, Red Stringybark, Long-leaf and Red Box. You will also find Black Cyrpess-pine and Kurrajong. The combination of diverse forest layers, a cascading waterway (Spa) and beautiful wildflowers give this walk a real buzz. Take a hike.

You will find the walking map and details I have published on http://www.walkingmaps.com.au here Koetong “Spa” and Wildflower walk

Mt Timbertop wildflowers

Eastern Yellow Robin