Now is the time to lay it down to accept the role I should have owned to be responsible after all these years for the grief and suffering pain and tears in my ignoble name I make this vow to be better, stronger and to show I am of moral fibre, ethical, of worth who has earned this precious time on earth who can turn his demons into strengths who will do the right thing by any length what does it matter some might say? it matters nought at end of day to which I reply, gracious and emphatically it might not matter to you, it matters to me there is no pleasure in a life blind, accursed and unfair while there can be joy in a life of seeing, kindness and care