Two cups of tea

All work is my own unless otherwise stated. I do not use AI.

Life as a vacuum

 
Within my mind within my soul
There lies an ever expanding hole
When I try to grasp its meaning
Elusive thoughts distract my gleaning
 
Where I see a thing to do
There I lose it to something new
When I return to get more done
I find I achieved exactly none
 
I often don’t quite know who I am
Retired, a child or a working man
I sometimes see the past and future
It’s the present I struggle to nurture
 
I hear the talk around me go
When I talk I don’t always know
What I am saying to others there
I feel anxious as they look and stare
 
I lose things now so easily
I dismiss the losses breezily
With timid laughter I brush them off
Truth is I cannot understand the loss
 
I get confused and in a muddle
I no longer accomplish what was a doddle
Faces of loved ones I’m unsure of now
To answer a question I fail at how
 
I’m sure I should be I’m not quite here
There is this woman but who is “my dear”
I live with remembering uncertain fear
I forget to remember anything I hear
I want to go somewhere but the way is unclear
Why I should go there I have no idea
Is this life or farce it is certainly queer
I’m turned inside out my front is rear
No reason for existence yet death’s not near
No insight no knowledge yet I still shed a tear
Life is a vacuum into which I can’t peer

Growing old together

Growing old together, our life has indeed got better.
As our bodies steadily decline, get sensitive to the weather.
We find our ways to appreciate the world in which we live,
we try to do some good things, together we try to give.

Our children look as happy, as we can hope they might be.
Our grandchildren delight, us with growth and learning daily.
Our homes are all comfortable, if certainly nothing flash.
We make some time for entertainment and culture, when we have the cash.

Our love is as joyful as ever it was, I hope you will agree,
we take each day on its merits as I grow old with thee.
With hugs to start each day and then to say good night,
there’s something still going on between us, certainly something right.

I still pinch myself when we’re together, to make sure I’m not dreaming.
I don’t wake up because it’s real, no fantasy of dreams and seeming.
We look forward to time together, look after each other, give each other time and space.
A recipe for enduring success, not one you can replace.

Your kisses still sweet, your touch still electric, there’s still more for us to look forward too.
For our remaining time, while I’m still yours and you’re still mine, everything is fine.

vicissitudes of life

From birth through growth to the time of decline
From decline to decay such a time is mine
For all that went before for all that went astray
For all that has been given and will be taken away

I see many patterns unfold around my life with the wisdom of hindsight
I see the brightness of knowing through latter years insight
As the past stretches out behind me the future road becomes short
The decisions I have made will shortly come to nought

I take one last chance to pass on the learning of my years 
One last chance to give advice to those to come if those to come have ears
For history is our greatest teacher in handling the vicissitudes of life
For human nature is our undoing when handling the inconvenient truths of advice

Secure your future with love and enough wealth is the best advice I can give
Working to this end gives hope which gives purpose to how you live
Start early and start young to earn a path to joy and be your very best
Don’t deviate from this path but keep it flexible and ensure rest

Loss may strike you without notice grief may rock your solid floor
Grow from your loss for better to turn haunting to past lore
Change will come unanticipated and shake you to your core
See change as opportunity to put a foot firmly in each door

When love comes your way hold it closely to your heart
If love lost should leave you reeling be proud that you took part
Know you have been loved and can love again because love is all around 
If one thing is known it is we all want love with time it may be found